Christopher Harless

My sweet sweet boy it is snowing today and cold out. Tomorrow is the Super Bowl Game we are going to have a party for you. I know you will be there just like I know you realize I am writting this. Look over the family and show them to love each other just as you did. You showed evryone love and Mawmaw knows where you are. I feel you around a lot. You are always watching over us. And what do you think of that beautiful boy of yours. Jessica as you know has another little girl isn't she beautiful. Mawmaw will root for your team but you know I don't care for Randy Moss. I love you so very much and I wish I could see you. Love Mawmaw

Sweet boy today 20 more little angels came to Heaven today. You take care of them because they will be missing thier family like I know you miss us. All day today it has been very hard on all of us and all I can think of is you. How I felt that day and every day since. I know you know what I am saying here. Always know Mawmaw does not think you are gone. You are around and know what is going on. I love you so much and miss seeing you but I know I will see you some day soon.

Mawmaw has so many memories of you that the computer system could not hold them all. I never forget you it as if you were here yesterday and you probally were. Everywhere I go and everything I do you are always on my mind. People can think what they want about me forgetting you because as you know Mawmaw never cared what people thought. I miss you so bad all the time sometimes it makes me sick. I need you to cut the grass, I need you to walk in with that big smile, and give me one of those big hugs. Fishing season is here so Bob talks alot about you. On vacatiion he had a knife you gave him a long time ago. He said that Chris just couldn't catch fish and laughed. He said I loved teasing him about that when we would go fishing. Gee what Mawmaw would give for you to be here. I know you are but i want to see you. I read a story about a 25 year old this morning that had passed away. He left his little boy, and his parents and it said his sister which he was very close to. I thought that is so much like Christopher. Maybe you have seen him by now and you all can spend some time together until I get there. I love you sweet boy. You were my big boy.

Christopher I know as long as I am on this earth there will never be a holiday I will enjoy without you. You made the holidays worth having. Things has changed so much. I spend them by myself and I know you would have been here and give me a big hug and I could see that great smile. I seen that great smile that morning you left giving that big hug. I hold on to that morning.

You are so missed by us all and the thing people do not understand you know what I am writting. You know we miss you and you are lighting our way until we see you again. I will be ther first so you just wait for me. I loved you when you were here and I love you today that will never change.

Your baby boy looks just like you and we are taking good care of him and watching that he is ok.

Well...I have so many memories. I will share a baby story. You would be so mad at me right now but I love this story. So you are about two and you and your mom came to Indiana to help Uncle John and I move into our new house. You were a good sport and a great helper for two. You did have to hang out with Johnny and Matt....poor baby! All of you were in the potty training stage. Apparently you did not like to go poop in the potty. Well you went missing and were very quiet and we found you sitting outside the bathroom door taking a poop on my carpet. I remember laughing and your mom freaking out! So, we finally get moved into the house and they deliver my brand new couch. I come around the corner with a handful of boxes and there you are peeing on my new couch...again I am laughing and your poor mom is freaking out. You and I have lots of silly memories. I think mostly because even as you grew up you indulged my silliness. When I would sing You Are So Beautiful to me to you (infront of your friends) you let me. When I walked in and you were with a group and demanded a hug I got one a big one! When all of the grown-ups were pissed at us for making Sherry mean we just laughed and did it anyway! I still have not grown-up but everyne else has so I could really use my partner in crime at family gatherings. My only hope is to convert Jerry Patrick to a mini Chris! I miss you!