Christopher I know as long as I am on this earth there will never be a holiday I will enjoy without you. You made the holidays worth having. Things has changed so much. I spend them by myself and I know you would have been here and give me a big hug and I could see that great smile. I seen that great smile that morning you left giving that big hug. I hold on to that morning.
You are so missed by us all and the thing people do not understand you know what I am writting. You know we miss you and you are lighting our way until we see you again. I will be ther first so you just wait for me. I loved you when you were here and I love you today that will never change.
Your baby boy looks just like you and we are taking good care of him and watching that he is ok.